Mental health

i was telling to the doctor that im having suicidal thoughts because im a burden and this is based on the words that were addressed to me and actions towards me

Thank you Bluebell yes im a burden for my family im taking 30 mg mirtazapine now , Professor Joanna Moncrieff i did read her statement somewhere where she wrote her opinion about solving social and other problems with a pill

i know why im feeling like a burden

my years of work in UK in terms of stress and efficiency of my work can be multiplied by 3, my first conversation with coach work during my first visit to the job center consisted of her asking me about my job and her opinion was that i was doing my job very well and i did very well, im really really tired , its good that i had money because i would have ended up on the street really and without support from my family when i got sick , i was also happy here in life and i was happy working here in UK with a goal but overall in Poland my father would not have left me, im really tired of being a burden and being constantly referred me to the doctor and before by my family , i was talking to the doctor, what should i do ? Should i increase the dose of the drug again when i need support im really tired of my situation if it weren’t of my saving i could have actually been on the streets earlier i had such an overloaded brain with work nervous breakdown and needed not to be alone and relax and to feel the closeness of family and warmth and i was in hell

Thank you Bluebell im really very tired to hear that it’s my choice to be on benefits that i don’t earn this money and other things, regarding the therapy doctor did refer me im feeling really low and this is because of what i heard

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