Mental health

Strawberry1

Thank you once again @Bluebell21 . Your support means more than you will ever know.

Strawberry1

If I try to get a GP appointment I want no one to be in the house whilst I try to contact them. It's a very sensitive issue and I need to be alone when this happens. I might have to wait a little while before this can take place.

Bluebell21

Good morning @Strawberry1 I am sorry it is difficult for you to make a doctors appointment. Fingers crossed it will not be too long before you are able to.

Strawberry1

Thank you @Bluebell21 .

Strawberry1

My mental health is a bit all over the place. Family problems etc rearing thier ugly heads again. Rang Doctors couldn't really speak very very upset. They have put something down on my medical records. I rang Samaritans afterwards. Everything is a mess. Don't know how I'm holding it all together. I am going to try to speak with GP again next week.

Catherine21

Does your doctors do e-consult if so you can do online stating what your concern is and they call you ?

Strawberry1

They do @Catherine21 . It is rather a delicate subject. I've written stuff on the Relationship page . Everything is messy. Thank you so much for your kindness and support and time. Lovely for you to speak with me . Thank you never seems enough.

Strawberry1

I hope I haven't done anything wrong. I don't have anyone else to talk too . I am so very very sorry to everyone.

Strawberry1

I had to call Samaritans because I have no one else to talk too .

Bluebell21

Hello @Strawberry1 You have not done anything wrong, please do not think that. I am so very sorry you are having such a difficult time. Perhaps try and speak to your GP next week. You can chat to me anytime, not quite the same as talking. You are a lovely person I have seen how to try to support other members.

Strawberry1

I was really worried that i may have said something wrong. I'm so glad I didn't. Your such a very kind person I'm very very grateful Thank you. I am going to try and find some courage to talk to the doctor again. I will get things sorted eventually ( hopefully) . Thank you once again. I can't thank you enough. Things are just messy here and it gets very very stressful. Your a real gem 💎.

Bluebell21

Good morning @Strawberry1 I hope you managed to sleep last night after your stressful day. I really hope you manage to phone your doctor next week and get some help and support from him.

Strawberry1

@Bluebell21 , I'm so sorry I haven't answered before now . This morning I had stomach troubles again and I got distracted by other things and I decided to wait until things were quiet so I could concentrate a little better. I did eventually manage to drift off but it took a while . I hope you had a reasonable sleep last night too . I am going to pluck up the courage to call the doctors again next week because I think I've made a right mess of everything. Anyway enough about me I hope you are ok and I hope you have had a reasonable day today. I hope today has been nice too you and not given you any stress . I hope you have had some time for yourself. I hope you get a restful night's sleep tonight without any hiccups. Please please please take care of yourself and always make sure you are kind to yourself too . God bless you always 🙏 . My sincere apologies for the late response. So very sorry 😞

Bluebell21

Hi @Strawberry1 There is no need to apologise just answer when you can. I am sorry you had stomach issues this morning and hope they have settled a bit now. Do try and call the doctors need week and try and get some help from them.

I had my hair done this morning and a friend came round for a couple of hours this afternoon for a chat and catch up.

I hope you sleep well tonight and take care of yourself.

I will look after myself and hope to sleep well tonight.

Strawberry1

Lovely to hear you have had a lovely day today . Glad today was nice to you . Sounds a really nice day . I'm crying at the moment in my bed . Hopefully I will sleep soon. Take care.

Strawberry1

Hopefully chat tomorrow @Bluebell21 . Take care of yourself.

Strawberry1

I know I am so pathetic it's unreal . This is a true fact .

Strawberry1

I'm not sure if I've messed everything up .

Bluebell21

Good morning @Strawberry1 I am sorry you were so upset last night, I hope you managed to get some sleep.

Could you speak to the Samaritans again and explain to them what you think you have messed up and see if talking about it would help you perhaps see things in a different light.

If you could get an appointment with you doctor next week perhaps you could write down what you wanted to say to help you.

Take care of yourself.

Rosie_Scope

There's no evidence to suggest that you're pathetic at all @Strawberry1, you're a valued member of the community and lots of people appreciate you being here. You go through a lot in your personal life and still show such kindness to other people on the community. We're here to support you and there's nothing pathetic about needing reassurance either ❤️

As bluebell says, maybe you could write down some of the things you feel you need to say. Then when you feel up to ringing the doctors or Samaritans you can get some things off your chest 😊