Mental health

Strawberry1

Lovely to hear you have had a lovely day today . Glad today was nice to you . Sounds a really nice day . I'm crying at the moment in my bed . Hopefully I will sleep soon. Take care.

Strawberry1

Hopefully chat tomorrow @Bluebell21 . Take care of yourself.

Strawberry1

I know I am so pathetic it's unreal . This is a true fact .

Strawberry1

I'm not sure if I've messed everything up .

Rosie_Scope

There's no evidence to suggest that you're pathetic at all @Strawberry1, you're a valued member of the community and lots of people appreciate you being here. You go through a lot in your personal life and still show such kindness to other people on the community. We're here to support you and there's nothing pathetic about needing reassurance either ❤️

As bluebell says, maybe you could write down some of the things you feel you need to say. Then when you feel up to ringing the doctors or Samaritans you can get some things off your chest 😊

Strawberry1

I didn't post here yesterday because I wanted to give everyone a rest from me . Thank you @Bluebell21 and Thank you @Rosie_Scope . I will make contact again with the GP very soon. I appreciate your support 🙏 ❤️ always.

Strawberry1

Take care @Bluebell21 and @Rosie_Scope .

Strawberry1

I really appreciate your kindness and support and time @Bluebell21 . Thank you 😊. I'm not too bad thank you. I hope you are reasonably alright 👍. Please take care of yourself.

Sandy_123

@Strawberry1 everyone is here for you

Strawberry1

Thank you @Sandy_123 .

Strawberry1

Glad you are reasonable today @Bluebell21 . Take care 🙂

Strawberry1

Hi @Bluebell21 , no no plans today. I did some washing and my puzzle book . I agree going places on bank holidays is very stressful. Tail backs etc . I hope you have had a reasonably relaxing day at home. Best wishes to you always . I will probably go to my bed soon.

Strawberry1

Night @Bluebell21 , thank you for all your kindness its always appreciated. Rest as well as you can. Hope to chat tomorrow at some point. Take care of yourself.

Jimm_Alumni

Hey @Strawberry1, I think everyone here agrees that we never "need a rest from you". You're always welcome here, any day and time. I hope you're doing okay today and look forward to hearing from you, try not to worry about "replying late". To me it doesn't matter if you reply 1 minute after or days after, I'm just happy to read a reply from you.

Strawberry1

It's taken me a while to pluck up the courage to get back to you @Bluebell21 and @Jimm_Scope . I decided to have a quiet day yesterday. Thank you again for you kind companionship it really is appreciated. Don't know if I will be on here much today. I thinking of staying quiet for a while. Please take care of yourselves. I hope today is good to both of you . Hope to chat at some point soon.

Albus_Scope

Do what you want to do @Strawberry1 we're not going to force you to post on here, but please know you're no burden at all and we enjoy having you around. 😊

Strawberry1

Oakley Doakley @Albus_Scope .

Strawberry1

I just feel that because my brain mechanism is different I will always mess things up at home or wherever I am on this planet.

Strawberry1

I think because of my neurodiversity I will always manage to mess everything up. Can't escape this realism unfortunately.

Albus_Scope

Oh please dont feel like that @Strawberry1 I have AuDHD, so I understand how the world can feel mighty odd and people don't react how you expect them to. It's all fine, it can just take a bit more work from us sometimes. 😊