How is your day going?

Bluebell21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1054987#Comment_1054987

Perhaps you could speak to your GP about your figures as you are still waiting for your first appointment with the Cardiovascular Consultant. Take care.

Grumpy1314

been keeping a low profile since Friday, mainly consisting of sleeping. If I’m honest after being told by my counsellor that because of the BPD I wasn’t the right fit for the Service, then to be given out of date information by the Dr at the CMHT just dragged me even lower. All that’s been accomplished is the Dr upping my Quetiapine to 175 and him looking into the Advocate. In all honesty I’m just in the same place I was before the start of the week, broken, done in, not willing to fight no more, going to isolate myself even more and just completely close the world out for good. I’ll be honest since my ex wife dumped me in October 2023, I’ve grown to have a distrust of people, have 0 confidence in myself and in all honesty I’m just counting down the days until it’s my time.

Albus_Scope

Hey @Grumpy1314 it's good to hear from you today. Have you managed to check the emails we've sent you? I totally get being told you weren't the right fit must've been a kick in the chops, but that's not the end of the road, there's still other routes to try, so please don't give up on trying to get support. It's another reason to check the emails we've been sending you. 😉

Have you been taking your meds every day now? That'll def help after a couple of weeks of steady intake. I know it's really hard to trust people after that situation, but it's really worth doing. There really are some amazing people out there! 😊

Grumpy1314

Hi Albus,

I’m sticking with the meds each night and during the day. I’m just going to go into self protection mode and retreat into my shell. I’m going to carry on living a quite isolated life with only going out for medical appointments. I’ve been battered and bruised to many times by those in my life that I’ve just got no room in my life for people.
Im sticking with staying inside due to there just being no adequate help or support for me from professionals.

Schildpad

Anyway. i can not wait to go to bed and i hope tomorrow will be better but at the same time i do not want tomorrow to come. Tomorrow i have to do stuff. i hope you all have a nice evening and night….

Bluebell21

Good morning everyone.

Amberpearl

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1053884#Comment_1053884

I agree about Sharon Osborne

She did look very frail

Amberpearl

Good morning all

Raining here 5 degrees miserable

Supposed to be a bad storm today

durhamjaide2001

good morning everyone I feel a lot better today thank you.

Catherine21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1055234#Comment_1055234

Morning bluebell how are you

Catherine21

I been on hyper mode I started on a medium tree last week getting down to stub and I have a massive tree well he has next door and it's breaking fence I was hacking at it god today I feel awful my hands ripped to shreads I was so hyper on it can't move I'm sure I have bipolar I get soul crushing lows to manic

Bluebell21

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1055290#Comment_1055290

I am not too bad thanks.

Ranald

60+ mph winds. The autumn is a couple of weeks early this year!

Over the road has an amazing, self emptying bin. Why bother to take it back from the pavement, when it can disgorge it's contents all over the street? I have observed this phenomena the past 10 years.

Schildpad

I am not sure. I am more or less ok. I wasn't well this morning but went to my Monday's stuff and I am feeling a bit better. That will change this evening.. I hope not.. weather is bad though..

Grumpy1314

same muck different day 😒 woke up at nine and have just been sat watching tv. Honestly no get up and go, no motivation and in all honesty I just have no care about myself anymore.

luvpink

I'm so fatigued.

The weather is awful here today so its a quiet day in for me.

Santosha12

Yeeks, my dog's tunnel, c 20ft long and held down with two big cobblestones at each end, just blew and wacked itself against my living room window, luckily not the stones 🙄. Been and locked it in shed. Dogs all squealed to go out but nope, they might blow away especially my 3kg yorkie. Do take care if out and about, I think that was at least a 40mph gust.

Ranald

Window been around 60 mph most of the day, down to 54 mph now. I will have to wait until about midnight to get Gus out.

Santosha12

Wow 60mph scary.

Ranald

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1055562#Comment_1055562

Unusual so early in the year I think.