How is your day going?

luvpink

Morning all

The dull weather is dull

I have woken up feeling tired

Santosha12

I am so sorry you've had a difficult night @Schildpad. Just please know that the volunteers that I've had helping me at appointments have made the difference between me being able to attend, or not. I wish I was able to either work, or at least volunteer at the moment but I cannot. You must always do the best though for you and your health right now. That surely has to be your priority. Take very good care, thinking of you and hugs to you too 🤗 🫂.

Katiedimelow20

hey, i seem to have still on going problem with me and my mum and so far when i talk to peple at work on wednesday is ended make me feel even more worst . one of member of staff always agree with my mum more then me . then i already feel even more anxious and stress .

Amberpearl

No heatwave here

Sun only just got out

21 degrees

Amberpearl

I'm lonely

Schildpad

It is at times hard to deal with everything. Monday's is only for us so no clients. We create workshop well we think of workshops etc.. it is rather difficult to deal with people at times I do not want to wake up it is hard.. yesterday I had a message written here and the message disappeared in thin air. Now I am worry on why do messages disappear... It is all a struggle and for some people is ok for me is a mountain...

I am having a rough time now because my GP is giving me a hard time. I feel like I might be forced to stop my medication. Why is he doing this to me. I have no more energy left. .. I hope he does. But I do not trust him.. i am not sure what will happen if i am being forced to stop my medication. anyway .. nothing seem to be ok.. and i just can not have more in my plate.

Rosie_Scope

Afternoon everyone ☺️ It's very hot here, and supposed to get hotter tomorrow. Glad some of you have cooler weather as this isn't nice!

Sorry to hear you're struggling with your mum even at work @Katiedimelow20, that must be tough to deal with.

Hope you're okay @Amberpearl, will you be seeing any family this week?

Schildpad

@Santosha12 it is not easy.. today is ok because is for us only for volunteers workers etc… but on wednesday is different a busy day with loads of people i hope it will be quiet but i do not know. i have to force myself to do all these. otherwise i would not leave home. it is not easy. i was feeling so so today but now as i am back home alone it is back to getting depressed etc.. i try to be mentally prepared before i leave home etc… but yes it is very difficult. i guess if i only stay at home it would be worse. so even when i am not volunteering i try to be out rather than at home. but every day is a struggle.. so i am not sure how i will be tomorrow. a day at a time.

Amberpearl

https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1057457#Comment_1057457

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Rosie_Scope

Hopefully you'll see them soon @Amberpearl, do you keep in touch by texting at all?

How do your cats deal with the weather when it's hot? Do they like it, or do they all get a bit overheated?

Katiedimelow20

@Rosie_Scope . i seem to only really struggle with work on wednesday with not getting not good night sleep and ended crying at work and one member of staff to hug me but i did panicked and ended crying to tried to the situation but one member of staff put the blame on me that i trying to blame my mum and that part that did panicked . my mum also just make even worst me and i always angry at my mum to and doesn't help with i only problems one member of staff at work only on wednesday . i get overwhelm easy, easy to panic and als well of crying almost all times when I'm talking .

Schildpad

i am going to try to relax now. i hope tomorrow i will feel ok. i am meaning to go out for a bit even though i probably will be back home in the afternoon.. i do not care anymore what will it happen to me. i am really tired of fighting.

my pharmacy knows i am on emergency medication and my clinic too because i emailed them. so if he refuses to top it up will be his fault if i have a problem by stopping it all of a sudden. but as i said i do not care anymore. sick of fighting if it is not for one thing is for another. anyway tomorrow will be another day. hope you have good night…

Chris75_

Gus chased a badger tonight, not seen one for a while. They can shift when alarmed!

Bluebell21

Good morning everyone.

durhamjaide2001

good morning everyone

luvpink

I'm going to have a restfulday today.

Albus_Scope

Good morning all, how's everyone doing today?

Schildpad

Morning. I hope everything is ok. I finally managed to sort out my medication. And they change me in the system at the clinic and pharmacy so it won't happen again. Now I only have to worry every three months.

But I am still worry about the future . But anyway I am very tired. I could not sleep yesterday as well. Weather is ok but too tired so I Might Just stay at home....

Albus_Scope

Ah that's great news @Schildpad that'll be a big weight off your shoulders for a while at least. Once every three months is a lot better than every week. 😆

I think sleep has been avoiding a lot of people with the warm nights. Hopefully you can catch up on some sleep soon.

Schildpad

Albus it was sometimes month ly in one and every two months the other one . Now only need to pop in in the pharmacy and order it and I am on repeat prescription. So it will be less stressful.. I only will need to order on line the painkillers. It should have been like this but I don't understand why my GP did not have me on repeat prescription.. well better later than never. Before had to order it on line ... It is much better now..

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