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  • Elvisdog
    Elvisdog Community Member Posts: 193 Empowering

    I've had a total melt down this evening. my 33yr old has driven me totally mad, Neurodivergent's or not he has really crossed the line I feel so numb I can't even talk to him, i forgive being trod on but tonight his words have cut deep, i try to tell myself he doesn't mean all he says but I don't know anymore i totally doubt myself. Sorry for sounding bleak.

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Posts: 4,276 Championing

    So far so good but it's early yet 🫠😊

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 3,920 Championing

    Good morning all

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 3,920 Championing

    Woke up twice last night

    16 degrees hete windy

  • luvpink
    luvpink Community Member Posts: 4,548 Championing

    Morning all.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    I had a message and it is gone now....anyways I am really bad today. My GP. not prescribing medication or is the pharmacy.. I am sick of all this fighting.... I have not any strength anymore. I hope I got the prescription on Monday. I got emergency medication for next week. But if go doesn't I just will have to stop that medication. I had amedssage explaining it. But it disappeared. Anyways. I hope you have a nice day. Mine better of if I didn't wake up.

  • Holly_Scope
    Holly_Scope Posts: 5,307 Online Community Team

    Hi @Schildpad I've popped you a message as some of your posts were defaulting to the spam filter. I hope I've resolved this for you now 😊

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Posts: 4,276 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1056946#Comment_1056946

    Same here. I've not seen the news today but I've no doubt what you mean as it's been coming since July. Very destabilising move and that's putting it mildly.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    i am going to bed… i truly feel bad. i am really scared and worry i have enough in my plate to even have more in it .. i hope my gp make the prescription next week.. i have no direct number.

    it is very hard to carry on… i am not sure what to expect from this life…. but this is just too hard

    good night…..

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 3,920 Championing

    I saw my middle daughter yesterday

    I'm still exhausted

    My pulse was 116 last night

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Posts: 4,276 Championing

    Good morning @Amberpearl, did you go out and about yesterday? I'm going to try and read my book today and just have a day off of thinking about everything. Hopefully you can rest and just chill with your cats. 🫂

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 15,455 Championing

    Good morning everyone how is everyone doing?

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 15,455 Championing

    I'm going back to the hotel today

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 3,920 Championing

    Good morning all

    Nice morning

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 15,455 Championing

    how is everyone doing this morning?

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    @Catherine21 thanks i am feeling rather bad. My heart is racing again and I am just scared. I hope it will past. But I have no energy to fight anymore. I hope it will be ok...

  • luvpink
    luvpink Community Member Posts: 4,548 Championing

    Its another beautiful day here so I will go out and enjoy the sunshine

    I am going to see a live band this evening.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    sun is out but i just too down to even open the blinds or the window. i just too down.

    i am watching the boring try and i probably will until it is time to go to bed. anyway

    very sad i did not win the lotto yesterday. and congratulations to whoever won. On Tuesday is the euromillions , well you never know. i hope to win something from all the stuff i play but i am not sure i will probably never happen.

    take care and have a nice day. i just need a way out because i do not trust the system will keep feeding me and for that i am scared…….

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 3,920 Championing

    Gone dull here

    I'm very tired I fell asleep on the couch

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,015 Empowering

    night night.. i just not sure what it will happen tomorrow.. my gp is ignoring me. i emailed the clinic as i need medication to be ready before the emergency medication runs out. i hate having to get to have things done. i think he believes i have medication left when i am not. i hope this can be sorted. i do have emergency medication because of the pharmacy so i hope the top up comes before this runs out.

    i am hoping the universal credit will be adjusted with that message i wrote in the uc journal. but i am not sure. this is all fighting and fighting and as i state before i have no energy left i am exhausted of overthinking and the fear of what it will happen.. i have to change my mindset but it is so hard. if medication is not coming i might have to stop it abruptly as i do not think my pharmacy will give me more emergency medication .. i will see as i said i am sick of all this fighting. mediction is not really working so probably i would be better off not being on it.. neither the mental nor the pain medication is working ….

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