How is your day going?

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  • luvpink
    luvpink Community Member Posts: 4,959 Championing

    Morning all.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    I had a message and it is gone now....anyways I am really bad today. My GP. not prescribing medication or is the pharmacy.. I am sick of all this fighting.... I have not any strength anymore. I hope I got the prescription on Monday. I got emergency medication for next week. But if go doesn't I just will have to stop that medication. I had amedssage explaining it. But it disappeared. Anyways. I hope you have a nice day. Mine better of if I didn't wake up.

  • Holly_Scope
    Holly_Scope Posts: 5,861 Online Community Team

    Hi @Schildpad I've popped you a message as some of your posts were defaulting to the spam filter. I hope I've resolved this for you now 😊

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Community Member Posts: 4,439 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1056946#Comment_1056946

    Same here. I've not seen the news today but I've no doubt what you mean as it's been coming since July. Very destabilising move and that's putting it mildly.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    i am going to bed… i truly feel bad. i am really scared and worry i have enough in my plate to even have more in it .. i hope my gp make the prescription next week.. i have no direct number.

    it is very hard to carry on… i am not sure what to expect from this life…. but this is just too hard

    good night…..

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,021 Championing

    I saw my middle daughter yesterday

    I'm still exhausted

    My pulse was 116 last night

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Community Member Posts: 4,439 Championing

    Good morning @Amberpearl, did you go out and about yesterday? I'm going to try and read my book today and just have a day off of thinking about everything. Hopefully you can rest and just chill with your cats. 🫂

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 15,450 Championing

    Good morning everyone how is everyone doing?

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 15,450 Championing

    I'm going back to the hotel today

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,021 Championing

    Good morning all

    Nice morning

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 15,450 Championing

    how is everyone doing this morning?

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    @Catherine21 thanks i am feeling rather bad. My heart is racing again and I am just scared. I hope it will past. But I have no energy to fight anymore. I hope it will be ok...

  • luvpink
    luvpink Community Member Posts: 4,959 Championing

    Its another beautiful day here so I will go out and enjoy the sunshine

    I am going to see a live band this evening.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    sun is out but i just too down to even open the blinds or the window. i just too down.

    i am watching the boring try and i probably will until it is time to go to bed. anyway

    very sad i did not win the lotto yesterday. and congratulations to whoever won. On Tuesday is the euromillions , well you never know. i hope to win something from all the stuff i play but i am not sure i will probably never happen.

    take care and have a nice day. i just need a way out because i do not trust the system will keep feeding me and for that i am scared…….

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Community Member Posts: 4,021 Championing

    Gone dull here

    I'm very tired I fell asleep on the couch

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    night night.. i just not sure what it will happen tomorrow.. my gp is ignoring me. i emailed the clinic as i need medication to be ready before the emergency medication runs out. i hate having to get to have things done. i think he believes i have medication left when i am not. i hope this can be sorted. i do have emergency medication because of the pharmacy so i hope the top up comes before this runs out.

    i am hoping the universal credit will be adjusted with that message i wrote in the uc journal. but i am not sure. this is all fighting and fighting and as i state before i have no energy left i am exhausted of overthinking and the fear of what it will happen.. i have to change my mindset but it is so hard. if medication is not coming i might have to stop it abruptly as i do not think my pharmacy will give me more emergency medication .. i will see as i said i am sick of all this fighting. mediction is not really working so probably i would be better off not being on it.. neither the mental nor the pain medication is working ….

  • MD1955
    MD1955 Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 34 Contributor

    Hi all…..I’ve had a great day/weekend. 4 friends visited and one cooked dinner Sat night. All sat on the balcony in the sun looking out to sea. Beautiful weather too. They all went for long walk, which of course I can’t do. Spent afternoon listening to my music. I’m pretty knackered now though…..just watching TV…..another week to look forward to as well…..

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    I had a panic attack and just woke up. i checked my bank app and i got a payment from UC.

    Now i had also one payment a few days ago of New Style ESA. .Now are both payments suppose to be equal amounts or two different amounts to make it to 609 pounds. My first payment from ESA was 281.10 so i suppose the other payment will be of 327.9 right. because if the second payment is also of 281.10 i will be losing money. my universal credit says i will be getting 609 on esa. so i hope this is the case.. this is just too much anxiety it creates anxiety over and over again. i asked in my journal about the deduction of my payment if the money i had is not accounted for a year.. they said you will not have the money taken in one some itll will be split in small payments.. . but i do not get it. until this month pass i will not be sure how much money i will be getting. so distressing. i hope i will be able to go back to sleep.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering
    edited August 2025

    another message i wrote down … it seems to have disappeared. and it was an important message anyway…. thisis geting very frustrating. i save the comment and it goes.. that was an important message. i might have to reduce the messages i write down if it keeps happening. i do not understand why it is happening. the second short message i sent it was saved. i hope this is is also saved.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Community Member Posts: 1,023 Empowering

    and that short message also disappeared. iam just feel like i need a break. that was a very important message. i have done nothing to my computer or my phone and i just do not understand why it is happening . i will try to go back and write that important message tomorrow. well in a few hours time. … very distressing

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