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  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 556 Empowering

    @Catherine21 thanks i am feeling rather bad. My heart is racing again and I am just scared. I hope it will past. But I have no energy to fight anymore. I hope it will be ok...

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 7,496 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1057161#Comment_1057161

    I understand I really do this to shall pass it's been non stop look how well you are doing volunteering and handling uc everything will pass and become more manageable it's ever decreasing circles as they say I hope you have a restful day you deserve too be kind to yourself your not alone

  • luvpink
    luvpink Online Community Member Posts: 2,799 Championing

    Its another beautiful day here so I will go out and enjoy the sunshine

    I am going to see a live band this evening.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 556 Empowering

    sun is out but i just too down to even open the blinds or the window. i just too down.

    i am watching the boring try and i probably will until it is time to go to bed. anyway

    very sad i did not win the lotto yesterday. and congratulations to whoever won. On Tuesday is the euromillions , well you never know. i hope to win something from all the stuff i play but i am not sure i will probably never happen.

    take care and have a nice day. i just need a way out because i do not trust the system will keep feeding me and for that i am scared…….

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,964 Championing

    Gone dull here

    I'm very tired I fell asleep on the couch

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 556 Empowering

    night night.. i just not sure what it will happen tomorrow.. my gp is ignoring me. i emailed the clinic as i need medication to be ready before the emergency medication runs out. i hate having to get to have things done. i think he believes i have medication left when i am not. i hope this can be sorted. i do have emergency medication because of the pharmacy so i hope the top up comes before this runs out.

    i am hoping the universal credit will be adjusted with that message i wrote in the uc journal. but i am not sure. this is all fighting and fighting and as i state before i have no energy left i am exhausted of overthinking and the fear of what it will happen.. i have to change my mindset but it is so hard. if medication is not coming i might have to stop it abruptly as i do not think my pharmacy will give me more emergency medication .. i will see as i said i am sick of all this fighting. mediction is not really working so probably i would be better off not being on it.. neither the mental nor the pain medication is working ….

  • MD1955
    MD1955 Online Community Member Posts: 33 Contributor

    Hi all…..I’ve had a great day/weekend. 4 friends visited and one cooked dinner Sat night. All sat on the balcony in the sun looking out to sea. Beautiful weather too. They all went for long walk, which of course I can’t do. Spent afternoon listening to my music. I’m pretty knackered now though…..just watching TV…..another week to look forward to as well…..

  • Ranald
    Ranald Online Community Member Posts: 2,975 Championing
    edited August 10
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1057280#Comment_1057280

    That sounds like you enjoyed your weekend. ood for you.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 556 Empowering

    I had a panic attack and just woke up. i checked my bank app and i got a payment from UC.

    Now i had also one payment a few days ago of New Style ESA. .Now are both payments suppose to be equal amounts or two different amounts to make it to 609 pounds. My first payment from ESA was 281.10 so i suppose the other payment will be of 327.9 right. because if the second payment is also of 281.10 i will be losing money. my universal credit says i will be getting 609 on esa. so i hope this is the case.. this is just too much anxiety it creates anxiety over and over again. i asked in my journal about the deduction of my payment if the money i had is not accounted for a year.. they said you will not have the money taken in one some itll will be split in small payments.. . but i do not get it. until this month pass i will not be sure how much money i will be getting. so distressing. i hope i will be able to go back to sleep.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 556 Empowering
    edited August 11

    another message i wrote down … it seems to have disappeared. and it was an important message anyway…. thisis geting very frustrating. i save the comment and it goes.. that was an important message. i might have to reduce the messages i write down if it keeps happening. i do not understand why it is happening. the second short message i sent it was saved. i hope this is is also saved.

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 556 Empowering

    and that short message also disappeared. iam just feel like i need a break. that was a very important message. i have done nothing to my computer or my phone and i just do not understand why it is happening . i will try to go back and write that important message tomorrow. well in a few hours time. … very distressing

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Online Community Member Posts: 2,470 Championing
    https://forum.scope.org.uk/discussion/comment/1057320#Comment_1057320

    Hi Schildpad, that is very frustrating it's happened to me before. I hope you're ok and that today your week starts well. Take care too.

  • Bluebell21
    Bluebell21 Online Community Member, Scope Member Posts: 13,821 Championing

    Good morning everyone.

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,964 Championing

    Good morning all

    I feel lethargic and sluggish this morning

  • durhamjaide2001
    durhamjaide2001 Scope Member Posts: 14,738 Championing

    good morning everyone how's everyone doing?

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 556 Empowering

    Good morning . I had a terrible night. I am feeling very tired but I' have stuff to do today.. I will try to rewrite the long message a wrote down and it disappeared. Anyways... I am feeling really dowm and hopeless I hope my volunteering day makes it a bit better but I don't feel like dealing with another long day.

  • luvpink
    luvpink Online Community Member Posts: 2,799 Championing

    Morning all

    The dull weather is dull

    I have woken up feeling tired

  • Santosha12
    Santosha12 Online Community Member Posts: 2,470 Championing

    I am so sorry you've had a difficult night @Schildpad. Just please know that the volunteers that I've had helping me at appointments have made the difference between me being able to attend, or not. I wish I was able to either work, or at least volunteer at the moment but I cannot. You must always do the best though for you and your health right now. That surely has to be your priority. Take very good care, thinking of you and hugs to you too 🤗 🫂.

  • Katiedimelow20
    Katiedimelow20 Online Community Member Posts: 197 Connected

    hey, i seem to have still on going problem with me and my mum and so far when i talk to peple at work on wednesday is ended make me feel even more worst . one of member of staff always agree with my mum more then me . then i already feel even more anxious and stress .

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 2,964 Championing

    No heatwave here

    Sun only just got out

    21 degrees

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