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  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 17,155 Championing
    How are things @cupcake88 - are there any good activities available today? I hope you're feeling that bit better, as I'm sure coming back into hospital yesterday must have been difficult. Sending hugs, xx
  • janer1967
    janer1967 Online Community Member Posts: 21,922 Championing
    Just checking in to see how your doing and hope the injection hasn't caused any severe side effects 
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,414 Trailblazing
    Hi friends I’m not feeling safe in the hospital at the moment other patients really chaotic at the moment and it’s scary and staff do nothing . I’m supposed to be seeing the consultant tomorrow so I’ll be telling him I can’t be here any more I just don’t feel safe . 
  • poppy123456
    poppy123456 Online Community Member Posts: 64,463 Championing
    Hello my friend,
    I'm sorry to hear this, especially after you were saying how lovely it was before Christmas. Has there been a lot of new patients since you returned after Christmas? Are you in a room with others or by yourself? Do you have some wireless ear phones you can use to maybe play some music to block out the noise from others?
    You are in the best place where you can be kept safe at least until they get your medication right. Stay strong, you know you can do this and you have all our support here.
    Gentle hugs for you! xx
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,414 Trailblazing
    Hi hun yes new Patients also others who you think one moment are ok the next moment they turn on you it’s scary . I know I’m in here to get my meds right but 
    its time for me to go Now .

    yes you have your own room Thank god I couldn’t cope with Not having my own room , thanks so much my dear friend for reaching out im really struggling x 
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,414 Trailblazing
    Hi there every one I’m petrified i have just been threatened with a knife I’m not safe here at all 
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,736 Championing
    Oh I’m so sorry this has happened to you.
    I hope you've been able to report it to staff.

    Im sure staff will deal with this.

    Keep yourself safe ❤️
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 17,155 Championing
    Hi @cupcake - that's dreadful, have you reported this to a member of staff? As Lou says, they should deal with it & keep you safe.
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 17,155 Championing
    Have just seen this post after replying to your original post @cupcake88 -  As Poppy says you need to stay strong, & stay in the hospital until you are certain that you will get the appropriate continuing care back in the community.
    If you don't feel the staff are doing anything, then let the consultant know tomorrow that you need to feel safe in the hospital. I hope you will just stay in your room for now, & that things quieten down. Hoping tomorrow is a better day. Thinking about you, xx
  • Adrian_Scope
    Adrian_Scope Posts: 11,758 Online Community Programme Lead
    cupcake88 said:
    Hi there every one I’m petrified i have just been threatened with a knife I’m not safe here at all 
    Hello @cupcake88. That sounds awful and I completely understand why you would feel unsafe.

    Have you let staff know what happened and have they done anything to try and make you feel any safer?

    As Chiarieds and Poppy have said, it's so important you stay strong and get your medication sorted out while you're there. Good luck and please let us know how you get on with the consultant.
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 17,155 Championing
    Hi @cupcake88 - how are you today? I hope things on the ward have gone back to how good they were before Christmas with activities to help you pass the time. How did you get on with the consultant yesterday? Hoping this finds you well, & feeling a lot safer my dear friend, xx
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 17,155 Championing
    Hi @cupcake88 - just checking in to see how you are. I hope your last injection was OK, & you're hopefully getting the benefit of it. Hoping to hear from you when you can, & sending more gentle hugs, xx
  • Alex_Alumni
    Alex_Alumni Scope alumni Posts: 7,538 Championing
    Hi @cupcake88 I hope you managed to talk to the consultant about how you've been feeling lately? It must've been very scary being threatened like that, have the staff been able to help? 

    It sounds to me as though you're taking really positive steps wanting to stay strong and keep going with your meds, that takes a lot of courage and determination- well done, I know we're all here to cheer you on.

    Have you got any activities planned for today, hopefully something as good as before Christmas?
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 17,155 Championing
    Happy New Year @cupcake88 - wishing you all the best from the start of this New Year especially good health & happiness my lovely friend, xx
  • poppy123456
    poppy123456 Online Community Member Posts: 64,463 Championing
    @cupcake88 it's been a few days since we heard from you and i hope you're ok. Just wanted to wish you, your partner and your little dog a Happy New Year!
    Thinking of you my dear friend! xx
  • Lou67
    Lou67 Online Community Member Posts: 8,736 Championing
    Happy New Year to you Cupcake,I hope things have settled down for you and this will be a much better year for you.❤️

    To Chiarieds and Poppy hope yous have a great New Year to ❤️
  • chiarieds
    chiarieds Online Community Member Posts: 17,155 Championing
    Happy New Year to you too @Lou67 - & thank you for your great support of cupcake88 :)
  • steve39
    steve39 Online Community Member Posts: 53 Connected
    edited January 2022
    cupcake88 said:
    Hi every one I have been in such a bad place with my mental health after waiting 8 weeks with no nurse because my nurse of two years retiered I got given some one who I do not get on with and who is very mean I decided I want to take my own life today because I’m in such a bad place and did I get help when I called my community team no I got called a liar by my new nurse got told I lie a lot bout not taking my medication and that I ring the crisis team a lot which I won’t call any more I hung up on her and she hasn’t called back or got any help to me I’m in such a bad way x 
    Hi Cupcake. Sorry your having problems right now. Hopefully you have been listening to every one else on here who have been trying too support you.Because it was about this time last year that my nephew. Did take his own life. he was only in his 30's. And we used to talk about out problems with PIP-Social -Careers as at that time he not only needed on for himself but he was also expected to be his Dads main career... We don't know what he was thinking at the time. But I wish that I had been closer to him and made more of an effort to get him to come down here for a break. as we miss him like hell. Now that he's gone tough nothing has really changed for his dad or the situation that they were going through. Apart from that Social have got a little less Paperwork to do. So you can call it a Win. for Them.

    Do You Really want them too Beat you. I think that you Have got a Successful support Network. At Home and around You. And that you are going to use it to have a really good New Year 👍   Very best  of luck   .

  • poppy123456
    poppy123456 Online Community Member Posts: 64,463 Championing
    @Lou67 thank you and Happy New Year to you and yours too!
  • cupcake88
    cupcake88 Posts: 1,414 Trailblazing
    My mood is very low tonight my dear friends I’m feeling really down 

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