How is your day going?

stay strong and keep fighting, tomorrow is a fresh day. I take each day a minute at a time, with any obstacles I’ve faced over the years, I take one box down and work on that and then move onto the next.

It’s a very sad, disconcerting and lonely world we live in. The way Labour has gone after people this year has been truly shocking and gone against basic human rights.

I was talking to a neighbour last week who is in his late 60s maybe early 70s, it was refreshing to hear him be so open, honest and supportive that he shared how he had been through mental health with his step son battling it. He could tell how anxious I was and not in a good place. I carry so much weight from my past and have to face it alone, I don’t know whether to look towards the past or the future at times. The lack of support, information and resources available for those battling both mental and physical conditions is severely lacking.

Because of the failures in the system with lack of care I receive, I’ve kind of become a closed book. I have only been out for a handful of times since February, mainly for medical reasons and haven’t been into town since Feb. I keep myself safe inside my flat in my own little bubble, kind of shunning the world. I’ve close out all friends and closed down social media, the other week I kind of tried opening up again only to have a bunch panic attack and immediately shut everything down and put the wall back up.

My marital home was a BISF (British Iron and Steel Federation) house, and it had a roof made of cement and asbestos sheets. It's not harmful to your health, as long as it is intact.