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  • xodza
    xodza Online Community Member Posts: 154 Contributor

    Good morning hope everyone not feeling too bad nice morning so far not moved much as my pain level bit high so affected my mobility still managed to keep smile on

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Online Community Member Posts: 15,299 Championing

    Hope you keep ok @xodza and don't get too bored not being able to do stuff. 👍

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,245 Championing
  • Holly_Scope
    Holly_Scope Posts: 4,242 Scope Online Community Coordinator

    Sorry to hear how things are for you at the moment @Amberpearl 😥 hopefully you can be seen by your GP soon. It might be worth mentioning your lump too whilst there. I hope you start to feel better.

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,338 Championing

    It's ok to feel these feelings your body gets transported triggered and it's gets hold of you it's hard to relax without feeling you should be doing things you did something amazing volunteering work doing something you love that's amazing you sorted your uc out and that must have been stressful try have a chilled day you deserve to rest I get really really scared and paranoid ao paranoid I'm trying to fight the @@@@ dont be hard on yourself there is no rule book we are all unique just be yourself we all have something to bring to the table it's the over analysing that's drives me insane and pre emptying the future ps I believe people who suffer the most are the kindest people ever i

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Online Community Member Posts: 15,299 Championing

    @Catherine21

    Here's my earlier post meant for you, I've added it as an image so it hopefully doesn't set off the spam filter again

    I agree with what you say about sufferers - in whatever capacity - often making the kindest people. It's funny as I imagine lots of the cruellest people have endured trauma as well. It's almost as though it sends many people one way or the other. 🤔

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  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Online Community Member Posts: 15,299 Championing

    Hi @Grumpy1314 glad to hear you had a good sleep

  • Catherine21
    Catherine21 Posts: 8,338 Championing

    It's that inner critic always there to punish us I've had since gosh I can remember age of 3 feeling upset sad angry so 50 years is a long time and yes I can say I beat myself up everyday since then and throw people into the mix bam my mind is gone i do self isolate alot i used to hate myself for that thinking i had no friends but know I'm perfectly fine in my own company they actually have therapy that is all about being kind and compassionate to yourself makes alot of sense when I see other people hurt i genuinely feel so much for them even strangers I'm a great empath so I'm really trying to be easy on myself worth a try

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 754 Empowering

    good afternoon, evening and night…. i am really feeling awful. i just feel so scared so bad.

    anyway i have to be at my best for tomorrow so i will be ready but at the same time i do not want to see tomorrow. it is a constant worry… i will see how i feel for tomorrow.

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,245 Championing
  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 754 Empowering

    @Amberpearl hope you will feel better after seeing the gp. but if you can not be seen tomorrow maybe a trip to the pharmacy, there are people there who might be abe to give you something for the time being before seeing your gp. that is only if you can not see your gp. bites can get badly infected… anyway i hope you can be seen tomorrow.

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Online Community Member Posts: 15,299 Championing
    edited August 31

    @Catherine21

    That's interesting!

    When it comes to good/bad, I'm less optimistic about myself… I don't easily feel sympathy for anyone, and it's not unconditional… but when I do have empathy toward someone it's usually very strong, much more than toward myself.

    I also have this obsessive sense of justice, but like, often when someone has been wronged I seem to take more satisfaction from the perpetrator receiving justice than from seeing the victim recover!

    I kind of wonder if that's just a way of justifying satisfying the primal urge toward cruelty or violence that most living things possess … though, with me I don't take pleasure from it regardless of situation… seeing an innocent person receive unkindness horrifies me but seeing a wrongdoer receive the same unkindness would trigger satisfaction in an equal amount 🤔

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,245 Championing

    This is the 4th time a cat has bit my hand

    Everytime it's been infected and I've needed amoxocllian

    The pharmacy won't have them without prescription

    Gp opens at 830

    I always ring on time but it's like queue position 46. Crazy

    You can press a button to retain your position in the queue and the reception ring you back and prey there's an appointment left

    I'm. More worried about the lump near my breast alsorts of horrors going through my head

    I just woke up with it Friday morning

    Wasn't there Thurs night

    Strange

    And still no cardiology appointment

    My pulse still very high despite all the meds

    Something s upsetting my stomach as I keep opening my bowels like 5 times a day

    I'm. Fed up tbh. One thing after another

    I'm. Feeling very stressed and anxious now

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,245 Championing

    My BP and pulse just took it now

    154 over 89 pulse 93

  • Schildpad
    Schildpad Online Community Member Posts: 754 Empowering

    night. tomorrow will be another day. i am not sure i want to see tomorrow but i leave it to the destiny…

    tomorrow i will be out and back probably by 4 pm or maybe later.. i am not sure..

  • 66Mustang
    66Mustang Online Community Member Posts: 15,299 Championing

    @Amberpearl

    Did you take that when you were anxious? Or a bit after?

    I find my pulse goes super high when I'm anxious, like 130-150

  • xodza
    xodza Online Community Member Posts: 154 Contributor

    good morning to everyone hope your have good morning I just try to cope with bad pain the medication not really take all pain away don’t think much can do especially when affected your mobility

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,245 Championing

    Good morning all

    I had bad night sleep

    Couldn't sleep

    Was sweating all night bad

    A second lump has appeared right next to the other one

    I rang the gp

    All they could offer me was appointment with the nurse practiioner

    10 20amy hand is still throbbing

  • Amberpearl
    Amberpearl Online Community Member Posts: 3,245 Championing