Mental health

I myself tend to just shut down, close out the world, bottle things up, bury my head in the sand until something inside me snaps.

Hope you manage to get out for a bit of fresh air tonight. Sometimes we just have to stay indoors to take time to rest, recuperate and self centre again.

I to battle mental and physical health demons each day, I just have to take each day a minute at a time. I try not to run before I can shuffle, sometimes I have to just take myself back to bed if I’m struggling. I honestly don’t know each day which version of myself is going to wake up and tackle the day. I try to keep myself grounded and centred by meditating each night and morning.

hey everyone

I was upset to read about albus and now that my lovely friend bluebell has left.

@Catherine21 @Strawberry1 💛💛💛

hey

thanks, hope you're ok.

no I can feel that, such a shame 😥

it's been an awful year, I have recently had two new diagnosis neither are good, takes the total to 21 conditions And I had to be sorted out recently for trying to exit the world (again) but I'm here for now. I don't "do" social media anymore,I don't read up anything to do with DWP or the government I enjoy the ignorance is bliss approach.

I did reluctantly move over to UC via mum who's my appointee and am due my first payment Friday.

I did however tell mum as I didn't want to claim it and am now partly on CB ESA too if they attempt to move me again in the future to this so called unemployment insurance that I'm not playing their games anymore or doing anything I'm incapable of.

on a more positive note back in May I relaunched my radio station TVGR radio Sussex and it's now much widely listened to and known

I still collect films and tv shows on physical media and when severely depressed still have issues with compulsive purchasing of them to drown the world out by watching them to keep me occupied.

apart from the awful news about Albus who always appreciated and shared my horror film love and the loss of lovely bluebells presence what has been happening with you all here and in the forum?

x

hey, great to see you again

glad to hear all that 😃💛

I sorry I left for 8 months I had no choice a member here just annoyed me so much and I had such mental health and physical health issues.

Although I can't guarantee I'll always be around I'll not close the account again and will always as before have your back with support.

I have arthritis and heart failure now it took them a while because I only just turned 43 and they looked at other things first for the widespread edema (swelling) especially with my family history of renal issues but my kidneys (touch wood are perfect) unfortunately my heart seems to be packing up instead.

@Zippy1983 I think just having communication on here helps when we are faced with situations we feel out of control of.Sending love your way X

@Catherine 21 dearest who always has the sweetest words.I couldn't end the evening without a note to say how lovely you are on here too.Always x