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Any one like new poem not a comment on it
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How long have you been off the benzo now Sam?Community Manager
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Since 2011 still sufferin proacted still issues though worse mistake meeting my husband but I wouldn't of meet my bf now I don't regret bf thou
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Sorry @sam12 for not replying sooner, been writing a lot today. A very powerful poem you have created! Have you always liked poetry?Disability Gamechanger - 2019
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Only few years learning more enjoyable good time wen ur not well express how it feels inside people say it strong but very dark
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Made a formal complaint to nhs commission about Dr failing to call me today am already at my lowest today because it would of been my child birthday today he or she be 26 if this bad enough to deal with hunts me every year. Am fed up with being neglected by drs mh social worker and support worker. Not able to talk to bf. Coping with family abuse. My health to I serious kant deal with anymore I just want to be better.
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No one to turn to my anxiety very out of control making me very upset am terrified alone. No Dr that give a damn about my health am ready for a break down. Am struggling with sleep. I need meds kant get them making me suicidal feel am goin to explode out am getting very upset
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Will anyone talk to me on the phn am not in good mind my anxiety ready to explode big think I be ready for break down my system shaking sleeping really effected badly thinking bad things that on goin not suicide attempt
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Good morning @sam12.
I’m sorry you’ve reeling so bad.
Our helpline (08088003333) opens at 9am this morning. But in the meantime, you could call Samaritans (116 123) who can talk things through with you.
You can also talk to us on here, or by email if you prefer it to be more private?Community Manager
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I was just about to suggest the Samaritans and then I saw Adrian's post! I've used their email option before, it can take a bit for them to respond because they are helping other people but they do always respond.
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I rang yesterday Dr for a call not a call come then I txt at nite they did not call me I rang up I said I made call time with Dr he looked at call list someone removed my name I have the call photo that I rang yesterday. I wait on a dr call am sick of it. My anxiety isn't good it over powering me I kant stick it withdrawal mucus not helping me am gagging I think infection again. I missin my bf making me unwell to. And something from the past is hunting me yesterday I never can forget the experience of it -
Who does he think he is bossing me around old Dr from other practice wanting me to get new Dr I was in this practice b4fore him because he from. Old surgery I had to make a formal complaint against another Dr he using this against me because am in new practice he kant do that I had enough am not bothering with drs anymore
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In the life of mental healthAge 16 diagnosed with unstableBorderline personality disorderDon't know who I amAll very scaryMoods are intenseThis horrible illness damaging my mindI get scared of peopleI find every day unable to function or lead a Normal lifeNo one wants mePeople think am crazyPeople bully meTo scared in my mindTrapped inside I don't feel normalDeep down it don'tI kant deal with changesKant deal with multiple changes in my mindPeople don't respect meEvery day I fear of the episodesThat hunt me in my mindKant stick crowdsI feel unsafe in places I don't knowFear of being out alone need that support of someone with meWhy God give me this horrid illnessEvery day I lived I hated every day of my tortured lifeWhy no one love meAll I want is loveNot being judged because i have a borderline personality disorderIt's crippling at is it is without being bullied and neglectedNo one asked to be born to deal with mental health. One day it all end I don't know that day will arrive but someone pls love me not to. Judge my bpd
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Thank you for such a powerful piece @sam12, how has your weekend been?
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Did a survey online app they mentioned this charity I gave good feedback
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Aw that's really lovely @sam12! Thank you for the feedback
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This is my protest cardigan I had Made around 1998 against culling the town pigeons I lot of work I did thou Eddie the pigeon
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Quite and no talking to anyone at all. Anxiety been up and down. This withdrawal weight increases in angles. Ot cause it working it way around out of wack my body. Investigation still on goin. I really getting angry who this hacker is serious my bf miss me to. I did a journel on him over wkend all kept private always will be though something to show him
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Hi @sam12, I'm sorry to hear your anxiety has been up and down. How has your Monday been?
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