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A life not worth living

A life not worth living
I can't see a future,
and can't deal with the past.
My life has no meaning,
and it's moving way to fast.
I can't hold on much longer,
and I feel like ive lost my grip.
I pull myself together,
only to find myself slip.
Ive only got one conclusion,
and it keeps running through my head,
or maybe it's just an illusion,
that's better of not said.
I no it sounds illogical,
and something I would regret.
Why is it so hard?
why can't I just forget!.....
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Welcome to the community. My colleges above look at your poem assuming that you are having bad thought about ending life.
I just want to say that your poem is great.
Who ask questions in live will get answers to them.
Keep going, keep asking, write and get out what is in your heart.
You are not alone.
What a great poem, I feel your pain through those words. You have a wonderful way of expressing the unsaid, it's brilliant. Well done.
Can I be presumptious and offer you a quote:
"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem."
i actually had severe memory loss for most of my life before i got my chronic pain condition and the pain brought my memories back. it was better not having a memory.
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I Wish
I wish I had freedom instead of the chain
I wish I had comfort instead of the drain
I wish I was happy but unhappiness came
I wish I was full of joy, not of disdain
I wish I had hope but instead it was slain
I wish I had meaning, it burnt in the flame
I wish I had sunshine instead of the rain
I wish I had thoughts, all I have's a dead brain
I wish I could change things and not just my name
I wish I had someone but no one will claim
I wish I had life but instead I have pain
And it is only me that's most likely to blame
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Sometimes struggling from day to day is the best we can do.
TK
I have had many things happen to me in the past which I would very much like to forget but have also been lucky enough to have some really good things happen along the way that I cherish. It may sound a bit cheesy but I think you have to look at life as an adventure and even when bad things happen to you it is your life experiences that define you as a human being. We all try to find our own way of coping from what we have learnt along the way. Your still with us so you must have a coping strategy........Stick with it and soak up all the love that is sent your way.
Hugs Rosie
I still doubt myself but have to shake up and sort it. Smile, you are not alone.xx
By the way, despite the sadness of the poem, it was very good. You have a clear talent and I hope you take it further.
Is there any chance you can do one about your happiest memory?
Take care